June 4th 2007 that's when I lost my pride and joy
My momma LaRhonda Chadnicki Postell that's my Queen
I ain't know what to do
I seen her take her last breath
It really did something to my mind
But instead I put into this grind
Mother Fucker about to go crazy
So many emotions in my mind I can't sleep
So many emotions in my mind I can't eat
So many emotions in my mind
So many emotions in my mind I'm feeling weak
So many emotions in my mind I can't sleep
So many emotions in my mind I can't eat
So many emotions in my mind
So many emotions in my mind I'm feeling weak
Look inside my eyes see the pain that's deep inside See it See it
Plenty days many nights I swear I weep and & cry I'm tired
It was rough but I was taught to keep ah heart of gold don't fold
I pray the Lord save me cause the devil want my soul nah
Let me take on this trip back down this lonely road let's slide
When my momma lost her life I swear it pierced my soul
And my daddy wasn't around I didn't know where to go
Remember long nights sleeping on dem hard floors what
It was hard for ah G Gotta be smart in these streets
Raised in poverty Raised In poverty damn
I'm plugged in like a socket put my feelings in my pocket
Gotta keep my head up
Swear to God I'm fed up
So many emotions in my mind I can't sleep
So many emotions in my mind I can't eat
So many emotions in my mind
So many emotions in my mind I'm feeling weak
So many emotions in my mind I can't sleep
So many emotions in my mind I can't eat
So many emotions in my mind
So many emotions in my mind I'm feeling weak
I'm getting visionary
Of becoming legendary I'm woke
Pray to God don't end up in the da cemetery Nope
Paying niggas commissary I'm done
And this hustle be so necessary Gotta grind
And It's in me what granddaddy tell me head up
Heart racing soul shaken ain't fasted for days
Lord save me from this evil and my wicked ways
I had to cut these haters off they wasn't gone ruin the race
Niggas talk behind my back but smiling in my face Amen
So many emotions in my mind I can't sleep
So many emotions in my mind I can't eat
So many emotions in my mind
So many emotions in my mind I'm feeling weak
So many emotions in my mind I can't sleep
So many emotions in my mind I can't eat
So many emotions in my mind
So many emotions in my mind I'm feeling weak